hope, lust, tears, trust, smiles, knees, pots of tea, laughter, lips, bed hair, kicks, smoke, hugs, mould and must, thoughts, hills, silence, dust.
i'm nervous, i worry, i love.
i'm constantly pursuing what i can't have.
i like milkshakes, sun and sitting in the grass all day.
i like sarcastic boys in beanies and over thinking every last thing you say.

-Zoe

20th September 2010

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“Choose life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family, Choose a f—king big television. Choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players, and electrical tin openers. Choose good health, low cholesterol and dental insurance. Choose fixed-interest mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends. Choose a three piece suit on hire purchased in a range of f—king fabrics. Choose DIY and wondering who the f—k you are on a Sunday morning. Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing, spirit-crushing game shows, stuffing f—king junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pishing your last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarassment to the selfish, f—ked-up brats you have spawned to replace yourself. Choose a future. Choose life…But why would I want to do a thing like that? I chose not to choose life. I chose somethin’ else. And the reasons? There are no reasons. Who needs reasons when you’ve got heroin?”